You didn't know ... I didn't say

The little soft clenched hands held my finger innocently
you didn't even know what was wrong with you

Your little elf like ears listening to my callings
You didn't even know how dear they were to me

The beating heart with a thousand medical faults
You didn't even know how pure it was for me

The way your eyes looked back to me
you didn't even know how proud i felt being with you

The fragrance of your breath when mesmerized my senses
you didn't even know how peaceful it felt beside you

The little smile you gave only lasted for seconds
you didn't even know how long my heart danced with joy

Seeing you cry seeing you in pain
You dint even know how many times it broke my heart

Feeling your heartbeat, seeing you breath
you didn't even know how many times i sighed with relief

Your coming into my life and then leaving mercilessly
You dint even know how many times i fought and begged the Creator

You were an angel and you went back to heavens
I didn't even know when I smiled and when I shed tears

All that you didn't know all that i didn't say to you
i don't even know if i will ever be able to tell you...